Sometimes I feel,
just like the walls are coming closer,
as if I walked trough the valley
of neverending darkness.
Sometimes I feel,
as if the time is running slower,
just like a bad day that somehow
wouln’t want to end.Sometimes I feel,
like standing on a courtyard,
with no one else but me
being there.Sometimes I feel,
I can’t see the way no more,
as if the sun had stopped
to shine.But altough I know,
I don’t always see,
But altough I know,
I don’t always hear your voice,
Still I know,
You’re there with me.
Here’s a song I wrote on 2007-04-30. Maybe someday I’ll digitalize its melody. It’s interesting for me to see, that I tend to express negative feelings more freely and more creatively than positive ones.
But in this negative feeling I always knew, that God was there with me. I was not alone. We all aren’t.
Unfortunately, I’m unable to trace back the situation in which I wrote this.
schatz was war da los???des war doch genau die zeit in der ich net da war… wieso hast du mir da nicht gesagt dass es dir net gut geht??? ich will des doch wissen wenns dir nicht gut geht!!! ich vermisse dich