called me up
asked me for
time and place
to meet

no one talking
no one calling
no one asking
no one’s there

just an hour before
called you again
called you back
to meet

no one breathing
no one seeing
no one leaving
no one’s there

told me you would
have no time at all
but you would
call me up

and so im sitting here
waiting on my own
because no one’s there

That’s a poem I must have written some time ago, I just found it on my computer while tidying my harddrive. The files creation date was 02.04.2006 – two months before I traveled to China in 2006. I don’t remember the situation, but I had a hard time, going back to China, seeing all my friends again but not being there for real anymore. Not having the close contact anymore. And the hardest thing was probably, that this was the first time I saw my ex-girlfriend again after we broke up a year before.